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hooray! it was the first year anniversary of niavi.blogspot.com last thursday! now with some stats. i have made 77 entries all in all, that is, not counting those that have not made it on the computer but stayed on paper. [yes, yes. sometimes i do scribble my entries first on paper, then draw circles and rewrite not so good sounding stuff before posting most of 'em here.] i did a total of 4 skin changes: the first one was malin's belldandy, second was 'can i eat you', next was the quite unsuccessful black goth, and then this one, 'hands up'. i dont really make them, you can see the designer's site on my links. i got 2-4 from blogskins.com, the link to which is thanks to malin.
blogging has become one of my major hobbies in life. i remember ate mica askin me why i blog, pointing out that it is, first and foremost, a journal, which is supposedly kept private. but then it's online. it is therefore baring your soul to the world. exactly. i guess i just want to make known that there exists niavi, that i am here, and that i am living my life. it totally scares me to think that one day i'll be leaving this world without ever leaving an imprint of me. haha. i know it sounds stupid, and i know that my blog as my imprint is kinda shallow but i also know that it's some kind of start. if i think about something this almost negligible in a way as if it were an important life-and-death concern, then hopefully in the future i'll do stuff that could make a difference and really take them into heart. get what i mean? i hope so.
my life is interesting. if you don't think so, then go to hell. haha. i have my own share of ideas and dramas and it's been a relief and a blessing to share these with you. thanks for a year of visits. ;D
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The swiftest thing in the world is thought, for thought can run any distance in the twinkling of an eye. The sweetest thing is sleep, for when a man is tired and sad, what can be sweeter? The richest thing is the earth, for out of the earth come all the riches of the world."
-Manka's father, from the story Clever Manka
indeed. i went on a 24-hour no-sleep marathon inspite of my plan of catching some winks after i finish the damned exam. i got home round 3, and i barely entered the house when mum told me we're going to atc. who was i to say no? she needed someone's opinion if she'd go shopping. on with it, i thought.
though walking through atc and trying stuff on was exhausting [that is, if my energy was measured on a number line, it'd turn out on the extreme negatives], it was cool coz i got to see lani misalucha perform. i had no plans to. i was thinking i've seen her on tv, and i've totally no interest in watching her belt out. but mum dragged me, and hell, i'm glad she did. lani is sooo good. the way she lets go of her notes is just superior --- very clean, very swabe. galing, grabe. she is better than regine. especially when she did her version of bring me to life. i just fell in love.
then the trip ended. we got home bout 10p, and was i glad to hit the bed! within seconds i was snoring. i felt really drained and it was so beautiful that i got no troubling dreams, just some pacified, no brainer sleep. i did 10 hours. and now i'm up and happy again.
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i read saerom's blog. to quote: inggit ako kay ivy kc lagi cya mataas sa exam.
duh! to tina, hello! there's no reason to feel that way. you are your own unique self! and besides, there's no truth in that statement-- i don't get high scores during exams. you could've felt that towards, say, ria. then it'll be valid. and you could throw me in with the envy. i'd be your bonus because i might feel the same way.
dammit. this reminds me of yesterday's cost accounting exam. imagine this. it's a 100-point exam with 50 items, 25 of which is English [theory] and the other half, of Math [short problems]. i got a perfect score on my Math but i screwed up the English with 10 fatal mistakes which translate into a deadly 20-point deduction. waaaaaaah! the statements were ambiguous! what was i supposed to do?!
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OK, i'll hit the hot topic. da vinci code. there's absolutely no need to make a fuss out of it, really. i mean, for crying out loud, it is fiction. that just about settles it. it's not true, it's just a product of creative imagination. then again, if it is true, which is, i'm certain it's not, so what? Christ would still be Christ with or without Mary Magdalene. would God the Father stop being God the Father if Jesus were not born to a human? di naman, di ba? so what's with all the noise? stop pushing it.
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You know you're in love when you can't sleep; because reality is finally better than your dreams.
- Dr. Seuss [sms from edipol]
i have been acting like a know-it-all when in fact i don't know anything about it at all. someone help me. someone please tell me how you know if you're in love.
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