i don't know, maybe because i'm not used to that kind of attitude is why i find it hard to cope up with these freakin situations that happen.



malin calls such worthy of animal planet feature. rightly so, dude. never in high school has it happened that somebody was willing to pull another down just so they get to go up. never in high school has it happened that those willing to work weren't given tasks intentionally just so they get low grades. and never in high school has it happened that somebody succumbed to inconsideration and utmost cheating just so they make sure they come out excellent.



i feel so totally disappointed. i thought she was the kind of straight, disciplined person who knew how to be fair. oh, well. i make mistakes. she isn't. dear, you totally proved to me how very stupid and unreasonable you are. i couldn't be there. given. but i was bugging you, asking for things that i might do even if i'm not there. every little thing you asked me to do, i did. still, you gave me floor. next stop. how could you assess my performance when you aren't there anymore to actually see what i'm doing? and out of nowhere you gave me floor. that is just so full of bull. you disgust me.



you don't have a clue of what i've been through. you might've died if go through the same things. you've no right to judge me in whatever way. you don't know me. you don't understand and you never will, lest you be there yourself. i'm living this life, thank you, and i'll continue to live it the way i believe i must and i want to. look on, get your own life, i don't care. just don't meddle. next time i won't be a pushover. i'll spit everything in your face. trust me, i say what i mean and i mean what i say. you'll be damned if you don't.



PRAYER: God, thank You for this wonderful life. I just hope others get a wonderful life, too, so they'd stop being wrecks in mine.