Pandemonium Stirs Within You: {c://.handsUP}

The sound of the engine getting further away...
The feel of the hard passenger seat...
The heavy scent of cologne...
His warm body...
His cold fingertips...
His strong gaze...
His voice...
His sweet and low voice... calling my name.
Even without him... this city is still overflowing with people.
My days are busy.
Nothing will change.
All I did was lose a love...
I'm all right.
But... why do the lights look like they're in black-and-white?
Just because one person isn't here...
-Paradise Kiss, Ai Yazawa

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1-God
2-family and friends i could trust
3-sunshine and anne rice
4-taboo, soy milk and wheatbread
5-my vision
6-ai yazawa
7-naruto and inu-yasha
8-globe
9-badong and khavn {tech stuff}
0-california maki

1-incosiderate people
2-stepping on shit and gum
3-people who dont know me but judge me as if they do
4-missin my fave shows
5-freakin hard exams despite sleepless nights
6-cough and phlegm
7-drought
8-walkin perimeters
9-bein broke
0-delivery truck morons

my hon

you are... a pleasant surprise.

just when i thought everything's gonna be so desperate for me, you happen and i suddenly have reason to go on.

gettin up in the mornin is not as unholy as it seemed to be, it is, as it never was, a new adventure, a new opportunity to be graced with your presence. sleepin at night does not anymore seem a task, a requirement for the next day to arrive, because i know that the moment i drift into sleep, it would not be oblivion but you and the gladness of knowing you.

i'm a fool --- as always. but in my folly i came upon the path that lead me to you, and rubbish though this may sound, it is an accident i will never regret. chances are, i'd choose to get into those nervous bits of time rather than live the scheme of life without ever stumbling once, and into you.

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i'm infatuating, like a grade schooler, if i may add. and it feels great.

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