dyna,
what made you bail out? i thought we were gonna see this through the end? i thought we were gonna stick together and prove them our worth? why this? why leave? why now? i thought we agreed we were in too deep already from the very beginning? you are the single soul in the planet who understands everything about what's happening to us. i dont understand why you take my trust and dependence and then leave me alone to suffer everything to come.
god dyna. what's another week? im not sure what im feeling right now. im hating for you doing this. im hating you for not thinking about me when i think about you each and everytime i feel low. my confidence is base level right now, in case you may want to know. you are the only one who has really been able to boost it. youve hurt me so much.
im begging you. come back and see this through with me, and i swear, ill do everything for you. just come back. just stay with me. does the past week mean nothing to you? doesnt it mean anything at all? was it just a spur-of-the-moment decision, something that you havent really thought well of, so it's equally easy to throw away? god dyna. i hate you so much right now. but i hate it even more that i need you more than i hate you.
please. come back. ill still be your deirdre.
logout;.
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