think ivy. remember how the past days were like. try chronology. be a little organized. right~~

saturday:

i know my room looks like a nightmare --- used clothes bulging out of the hamper and onto the floor, sheets unmade, ants creeping past from unknown shipping points to equally unknown destinations, study table littered with paperbacks, worksheets, journals, a number of notebooks, bags, accessories, pens, erasers, file folders, tons of paper... dammit. the list could go on and i could take all month. but the thing here is, i don't wanna do anything about it at all. that's typical of me.

the windows were open. that must be how it got in and from there on, it wasn't me anymore. imagine this. past one in the morning, you see me up and about tidying up my cluttered room. i start with my desk, then my clothes and my bed. i would have dusted the windows and the shelf, and swept and mopped the floor if i didn't get rid of the thing that got into me.

**hours later**

pa, ma, von, kim --- pack arrived minutes before lunch. everyone got ready and more or less an hour after, we were on the way to batangas. (visits became more frequent ever since lola underwent dialysis.)

lolo and lola at tita josie's

anyway, can't remember what time we got there. all i remember is that i stayed at tita ana's 4/5 of the visit, bummed there, sat in front of the tv and watched flicks, slept, woke up, watched mosquitoes hovering above me, drowsed off, thought, did crap, blah blah. do i sound like the trip was dreadful? sorry.. i actually had a nice time there, catching up with what's been goin on with their lives and all. i just.. i dunno.. felt incomplete.

anyway, that night (or sunday morning, vice-versa), i ended up watching till there was you starring juday and piolo. haha. the choice was between 2 , 7 and sleep. i was nowhere near drowsy, and so i just endured watching the damn thing. i didn't like it very much.. i mean, juday and piolo? urrrghh. but i totally adore the kid. she was smart and cute and sweet. she reminded me of my dream of having my own daughter someday. haha. i swear i'm gonna be a great mum.

sunday:

off in slumba world 'til round 9. didn't wanna get up but von hit me hard on the arm and i got so damn mad i got up and slapped off his lungs, sent them flying halfway to the neighbor's yard. now i fully digest what that filipino proverb means (the one bout fooling about the drunk vs pissing the half-asleep).

we went home shortly after lunch, and i did so reluctantly because coach carter was still on the roll. not much after that. attended service at 7, got home, ate the much coveted puto bumbong, watched a little tv, hit the bed, off to slumba world again.

monday:

woke up fairly early. bummed at pa's office 'til 11, went off to lunch, and straight to cba. met saerom there with her bro, then a josh sharing an umbrella with a mark turned up, almost simultaneously with pol rising from a crack on the ground (haha. joke.). we went to the arcade after, they finished off their lunch while i racked my neurons doing the crossword. we went back to cba and lined up for advising.

got 15 units. have to return on wednesday for enrolment and manual enlistment. here i go again. i'm still a bit traumatized. i haven't fully recovered from last reg's desperation. waaah.

something nice about today: archie brought buko pie! we (me, niña, ash, gil, pol, chie, and donn) pigged out at the back lobby of the 3rd floor. i wasn't really keen on that sort of food but that very thing we ate was something different. i've tasted loads of buko pie before but so far, that was the best.

**now**

the carmen-minyong-marites soap love triangle (a.k.a. kilo and i talkin nonsense):

kiloki: dahil inagaw mo sakin si minyong!!! kiloki: enelya_morwen: ples namankiloki: enelya_morwen: pabayaan mo na kamekiloki: enelya_morwen: mas kilangan ka sa incatadyakenelya_morwen: naeentendehan mu naman yon debakiloki: hindi ako titigil hanggat hnd napapasakin muli c minyong!!kiloki: 真的好感激你啊enelya_morwen: nagmamahalan kameenelya_morwen: walang makakapegel sa ameng mga damdamen!enelya_morwen: tandaan mu yan!kiloki: huh!kiloki: yan ba ang ipapanlalaban mo sa nakaraan namin ni minyong??kiloki: baka hindi mo pa alamenelya_morwen: ano pala palabas sa siete nung sabadokiloki: nag bunga ang aming pagiibigan!!kiloki: nagdadalang tao ako mariteskiloki: nagdadalang tao ako!!!kiloki: til der was u baenelya_morwen: hindeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!enelya_morwen: baween mu ang senabe mu, baween mu!!!!!kiloki: hndkiloki: tanggapin mo ang katotohananenelya_morwen: hende ako makapapayag na agawen saken ng batang yan si menyung!kiloki: wala ka ng magagawaenelya_morwen: *dos ung til there was u ehkiloki: hindi mo macccc ang bata!!kiloki: wala kang karapatang cchin ang anak namin ni minyong!!kiloki: WALA!!kiloki: *di ko alm un...enelya_morwen: halemaw ang laman nyang teyan moenelya_morwen: hende aku nanenewalang kay menyung yanenelya_morwen: hendeenelya_morwen: huhuhuhukiloki: hndekiloki: wala na akong ibang minahal pa kundi c minyongkiloki: matagal kaming nagsama lam mu yankiloki: nag lib in kame sa bahay ng amu ko nung omowe cla sa stetsenelya_morwen: tama kakiloki: alam mo yanenelya_morwen: alam kung matagal na kayung magkasamaenelya_morwen: piru tinotaym ka nyaenelya_morwen: buypren ku na sya kahet nung kayu paenelya_morwen: huhuhukiloki: ngunit cya parin ang ama ng dinadala ko!!enelya_morwen: piru aku ang mahal nya!enelya_morwen: aku!kiloki: hndekiloki: pagbibigyan niya ang anak namenenelya_morwen: hende nya ku eewanenelya_morwen: sa katonayan, magpapakasal na kame bokasenelya_morwen: padalhan keta ng imbitisyon kaya lang sa risipsyon nakiloki: hnd ako naniniwalaenelya_morwen: baka homadlang ka pa sa ameng kasalkiloki: hnd matutuloy ang kasal ninyo!kiloki: dahil bukas na bukaskiloki: iluluwal ko na ang bata!!enelya_morwen: bwahahahahahahahaenelya_morwen: sege tamaenelya_morwen: ilowal mu ang batang yan bokaskiloki: enelya_morwen: nang hende ka makaponta sa ameng pag-eesang debdebkiloki: (tawa ng kontrabida)enelya_morwen: *an laswakiloki: huhkiloki: yan ang akala mokiloki: hindi mo mabababasa ang aking isipankiloki: humanda ka!!kiloki: enelya_morwen: breng et un bits!kiloki: Talk to the Hand! So, uh, what's going on?kiloki: (laughing)kiloki: *ARW NG KASAL

haha.

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lookin for that haloscan thingy.