i'm sittin' at econ this early because i didn't make it to BA. i should start writing my own book by now and give it the working title: my life as a delinquent. for no apparent reason, i skip class. then i don't do assigned tasks and other things i supposedly should. (sigh) it really is horrible these days.

last week, i think it's sat, i couldn't sleep because the whole cwts thing kept me racking what's left of my neurons. i was thinking, rethinking, rerethinking where i'd get the money the group asked me and aria to produce. i almost gave in to the idea of robbing la salle people. almost. somehow we got through distributing solicitation letters last wed. hope our hours of convincing, smiling and posing as respectable people pays off.

then yesterday we had our le3 in econ. couldn't say it's easy, couldn't say it's hard either. not bein able to tell is a real bad sign -- coz if it's easy, then you're cute; if it's hard, then you could at least get yourself some ice cream and cry; but if it's neither of the two, then go kill yourself coz you've lost your common sense along the way and there's no point in breathing coz anyway the rest of your life will become moronic existence. i ought to do that, really.

and today, aside from ditchin' BA, i'm also plannin' to keep out of the dojo. i love my judo class best but my body's achin' all over because of last saturday's laundry marathon.

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it's tetet. she's askin if i'd like to watch the ateneo-la salle game, 1p on thurs. great. i've got class til 3p. time to embrace delinquency again. if the game's at 1, i'd still attend stat. then i'll skip judo and econ disc (that means i have to attend judo today and ask minet to take my econ le results for me). JUSTIFICATION: 1) i have never skipped judo so maybe it's okay if i do it once; 2) i only attend econ disc because the airconditioning's really good and the lessons are self-'learnable' anyway so no harm done; 3) malin's treat; and 4) i badly need a break.

neat. blurry. little doubt. welcome halt.