Pandemonium Stirs Within You: {c://.handsUP}

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The sound of the engine getting further away...
The feel of the hard passenger seat...
The heavy scent of cologne...
His warm body...
His cold fingertips...
His strong gaze...
His voice...
His sweet and low voice... calling my name.
Even without him... this city is still overflowing with people.
My days are busy.
Nothing will change.
All I did was lose a love...
I'm all right.
But... why do the lights look like they're in black-and-white?
Just because one person isn't here...
-Paradise Kiss, Ai Yazawa

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gloria

they cried. they actually cried. and it makes me wonder... is it because i'm so indifferent to failing that i don't give a damn how the exam would turn out? nah, i think i still care. i just don't want to worry myself any further. i mean, hey, i've bled during the exam already so thanks, but no thanks, i guess that's enough. i know accounting's real hard but i did what i could and i'll have no regrets. quite sure i'll never make it to the OC list. GC maybe, but rightfully so. whatever.

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finished HP book 6 last wednesday . i understand j.k. has to eliminate characters who may 'outshine' harry but i can't help feeling devastated. something like knowing what's appropriate but unwilling to accept the sacrifice. sure as hell i'll miss dumbledore. btw, thanks to malin for lending me her copy, and to archie who lent me deception point some few weeks back. neat enough though pickering unveiled as villain was predictable. got a clue from the camerlengo of a&d.

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unexpected, to say the least. can't remember what bc it was since someone buzzed in to see if i'm still alive. it's just nice to know that somehow behind that sophisticated aura of yours, there still lies a layer of, not really humility, but somewhat modesty that's a rare find, given all the disturbing updates 'bout the people we used to know. well, hope you'll be pleased to know that your face remains crystal clear in my head.

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through with the personal stuff. allow me to say a bit 'bout the nation. this crisis we're in, i'm sorry but i don't think another edsa revolution would end it. an edsa 4 would only show how weak our gov't, officials and system alike, is, and that would be very bad for an already degrading economy that we're nursing. i say we push through with an impeachment trial. oust her like hell but use the goddam law! it isn't just an accessory, you know. and please stop that heated exchange of babbling. can't you for a single moment quit the crap, forget the dirty politics and be genuinely concerned about this country? people are suffering -- not those who come to congress in their SUVs constantly complaining cut pork barrel but ordinary people, who nevertheless have important lives to live. it's just pissin', the way these 'leaders' in the gov't behave. they don't inspire respect; they invite disgust.

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