wed jun 8 2005 530p
sluggish day. no rays of sunshine whatsoever. i made it 45 minutes early to my cwts. i knew it's probably just briefing so it wouldn't consume a whole six hours, and that would leave me doing nothing for a long period, waiting for yet another briefing, this time, in pe. but i couldn't let that happen. cwts ended around 11 so i went to the gym hoping to find the courage to call out instructors' names and beg them to enlist me in their classes. again, futile. i chickened out. and i didn't attend the 3-5 taekwondo because i don't know where to hangout.
i feel so dumb. the same feeling of desperation sank in as i tried to take a nap at the manager's office. i'm desperate, undecided and all that kind of crap. i'm smelling shit again.
logout;.
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