Pandemonium Stirs Within You: {c://.handsUP}

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The sound of the engine getting further away...
The feel of the hard passenger seat...
The heavy scent of cologne...
His warm body...
His cold fingertips...
His strong gaze...
His voice...
His sweet and low voice... calling my name.
Even without him... this city is still overflowing with people.
My days are busy.
Nothing will change.
All I did was lose a love...
I'm all right.
But... why do the lights look like they're in black-and-white?
Just because one person isn't here...
-Paradise Kiss, Ai Yazawa

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Random Thoughts

i wanna throw off my dark side today. i'll try to be bright and nice (bratty and nasty, more likely). i'll try. but trying is bad for me. it brings out the extremes most of the time. whatever.

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i don't wanna go to school just yet. but i don't wanna be stuck at home either.damn. i don't know what i wanna do with my life. but, duh. as if i have a choice. naturally, i'd go to school. i dread it. or maybe i just dread the wednesdays. i used to love wednesdays, them being midweek rest periods. i guess, i won't anymore. i'll probably have to attend CWTS lectures durin' them days. urgghhh. mind over matter, at least i'll have the CWTS over with.

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what qualities do i like in a guy? i wanted to find out. i started by trying to come up with my top 10 crushes (hehe.. very grade sixish). and so i listed the names of ten guys and started ranking them. but it was extremely difficult. it was impossible for the list to be limited to ten because names keep poppin' in my head. or maybe i'm just a bad judge. after a lot of thinkin, i decided on just keepin' list. no ranking and no limits. but i don't think 'my top 10crushes' would still be an appropriate title. it's more like 'guys i'd like to meet in another lifetime if not during the current one.' (that sounds like a confession) here goes. (note: i left my dignity somewhere when i did this.)

sports

* jimmy alapag

* james yap/toti almeda

* jinno rufino (sports tv)

* joseph yeo (who shares chino's eyes)

* mark caguioa

* matteo guidicelli

* richard hamilton

* steve nash

* allen iverson

music

* marc abaya

* billy crawford (uhh, i guess i like his image now)

* ysmael yuzon

* jamir garcia

* usher

* brandon boyd

* ali alejandro

* jason mraz

hollywood

* jared leto

* ashton kutcher

* tobey maguire

* stuart townsend

* johnny depp

* keanu reeves

* david boreanaz

* alexis denisoff

* agent brody/spike/cole (who all look like someone.. don't buy this.)

* hugh jackman

* viggo mortensen

* orlando bloom (/malin... nyahahahaha! joke...)

cartoons/animé

* aladdin

* aoshi (samurai x)

* ryota miyagi (slam dunk)

* martin mystery

there. pretty long but variety's often a nice feature. if i box up their best qualities and stuff them into a single soul... well, that'd be perfect. but then again, that isn't possible.

so what do i want a guy to be like? it was much simpler than perfect. i want him to be like an MnM (melts in your mouth, not in your hands??? nah.) -- tough on the outside but soft and warm on the inside (...how very cheesy).

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