another day without you. you're always there but somehow we've drifted. i never wanted this to happen. i owe you my life. you are the friend iwill always love. you are the mentor i will always respect. there were storms that nearly slaughtered me but you never left me. you protected me. and for all these, you have my deepest gratitude. yet i feel guilty. have i been too selfish? have i been to you what you are to me? did i give back the love you bathed me with?
i know you are suffering. i know you yearn for the times lost to us. believe it or not, i do, too. but the changes are overpowering. i became aware of my individuality. i found others, who just like me, are starting to learn about the world we live in.but no one can replace you. my love never wavered though i admit its expression did. i have caused you pain and i deeply regret having done such. i am begging for forgiveness. pardon me for my petty faults. pardon me for my foolishness. i took you forgranted, i know that now. but i can't lose you. you are my life. i love you. don't leave.
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